Please pray for my marriage and my motherhood. Please pray that I would come to a place of emotional and mental wholeness. Similarly to Stormie, I grew up in a home with a mentally ill parent. My Father. He was/is still a Christian but had significant issues.
I have struggled quite significantly since I was 19 on and off with my own mental health. Suicidal thoughts. Psych ward stays. Severe fear and anxiety issues. Sleep issues. I am now 36 and the last 6 years have collectively been the hardest years of my life. Through all of this, I have somehow kept my faith in God. Please pray that one day soon I could move from survival mode to thriving and have it stick. My marriage is suffering. I have a hard time being a stable mother and wife sometimes.
Please pray for my husband to soften his heart towards me and towards God again. I have devoured the book The Power of a Praying Wife and use it as a tool regularly.
I want to enjoy life more consistently and not have so many ups and downs. I live with quite a bit of emotional turmoil. Thank you for your prayers. I am reaching out because God led me to this website in the middle of a sleepless night. I am often quite hard on myself and often struggle to feel God's love for me.
