I am 40 years old, have never been married, but have had the desire for partnership, to be a wife, and a mother, since I was a child. I have tried and done all I know how to meet the right man, but it hasn't worked. And I feel that I need to surrender this desire and dream to God.
Ultimately, I want what God's will is for my life. Please pray that my heart's desires will align with God's will for my life. Pray that if I am to be married, God will orchestrate it all, and that we will see God's hand in our meeting and relationship. Pray for peace for me, as I struggle with feeling like I'm "not doing anything to make it happen." And pray that if remaining single is God's will, my heart will truly rejoice in that and desire that instead of marriage.
